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LOL WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT WHATEVER I WROTE ON MY LAST POST (now deleted because I found it immature), IT'S ONLY BECAUSE. YOU KNOW. I'VE BEEN ON A BAD MOOD LATELY AND I JUST FEEL FRUSTRATED AT THE SLIGHTEST BIT OF MISTREATMENT.

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S OKAY IF YOU SNATCH THINGS OUT OF MY HAND (just as long as you don't hurt me or over-do it or knock over things (MAH NOODLES!!! D8<) in the process -_____- jihan), LOOK DOWN AT ME WHEN I 'FAIL' OR SOMETHING BECAUSE I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE JUST FOOLING AROUND. And I really really like it to be part of such osm friends.

SO YES, YOU CAN JUST FORGET WHAT I WROTE IN MY LAST POST, though I'd still like a little bit of respect. Treat me however you'd like but I just want us to be friends--best friends even--and don't treat me any more different than how you treat anyone else.

GOT THAT? GOOD.

I WANNA BE WITH YOU AND MAKE BELIEVE WITH YOU AND LIVE IN HARMONY, HARMONY OH--

Anyway, on Friday, I went on a hang-out with Brateewee, Kaela, Jana, Arshee, Noha and watched Iron Man 2 in Villaggio. -w- It was funny and action-packed. And Robert Downey Jr was cool. Won't go to too much details except for the fact that I had so much fun and laughed a lot. :DD

Then the next day there was a test at Kaifa. Wouldn't say I did well at it... -_-' And watched

~*SHERLOCK HOLMES*~

*sparkles like Edward Cullen*

Yes, one of the best movies ever for me. Well, not just because I sense more chemistry between Holmes and Watson than with the women characters, either. The storyline was so captivating and smart. The humour was good, and ít always keeps you on the edge of your seat wanting to know more.

No reviews here cuz I don't do reviews. That's Fikar's job. But yes, I'm satisfied now that I've watched the movie since I've been wanting to watch it for the last 3 weeks (or 4? idk).

Rob Down Jr played in it, too. Haven't watched two movies one day after the other with the same actor playing in it.

Lol, Obama has a deep voice.

I had fun toying with paint.NET .

I mean, his voice is deeper than I remember.

Anyway, it's painful to type with mah left middle finger. Yay for volleyball outside in the heat where I got dizzy and my sight was blinded by stars and general brightness and the fact that the ball hit me too hard on my hand, yaay~ :D

There's no purpose on why I'm writing here. Except for the fact that I want to rant on how I seem to act differently towards other people. ._.

But you see, the title ain't catchy, so no one would be bothered to read this. Not that I'm hoping for anyone to read it. Mostly no one gives a darn about what I write, giving me total freedom to what I want to write about.

So the thing is, I say I believe in equality. People shouldn't be treated differently for any reason (except for when it comes to age. that's a different thing). So when I hang with a particular group of friends, why do I feel like I act differently to them than the other friends I have?

Maybe it's the way they act to me. Maybe it's their different personalities that have an impact on my actions, and I subconsciously act as if I am 'adapting' to their actions, if that makes sense. I have a friend who likes to mock me when I sound stupid, and so I feel dumb around them, but they also teach me how to laugh at myself.

Then there are friends who love sharing their ideas and thoughts and share laughter with me, and I act sensibly and I feel joy around them.

Others like to drag me around and laugh at me. I feel pushed around by them, but they include me in many fun things.

But at times, I just feel like in one of those groups, I have know idea what I'm doing there, when I feel slightly irritated here and then, even though I really hold those people close to me and I don't want to lose them.

I'll have to stand my ground more and not allow them to change me, I suppose. But is that called closed-minded and stubborn?

Look, I don't even know what I'm talking about anymore. I just wish I could be Ardianty wherever I am.

This Blog Smells. + a little bit of WSC.

Joke! Bloggi, I love you, and don't worry if you smell 'cuz you're still my awesome personal blog, anyway. :]]]]

Yes, I haven't lost my mind. Catch?

The weekend. Was awesome. I mean, a few days before April 30th, I was a bit nervous about the whole thing. Debating? Seriously? I suck at debating; i can't think straight when i have to, especially in front of strangers in a serious time like that.

haha, but that was taken care of. i found that i had so little to be nervous of; Scholar's Cup was brilliant. The event got me first thing in the morning where, after the entrance ceremony, they guided us to the multi-purpose hall in Dubai Modern High School (have i told you how big the school was? i wanted to just make the whole campus my jungle and get lost in adventure inside it), where we plopped into arranged seatings and began our writing test.

so i love writing. sue me.

next was the multiple-shoice, scholar's challenge quiz. well, i guessed quite a number. just 87%-ish? small number you see.

but i've got a medal for 4th place on science, i'm so proud! :F

then the debating. like i've said, i sucked so hard. my speeches were too short and i was too quiet and not 'out there'. on our first round, we had these 3 indian year 7-ers. man did they kill us. the practically blew the roof off. still i learnt from them and gained more courage in the second round against Jumeirah College.

We still sucked hard. U:

Then, the scholar's bowl where we used this clicky-thingy.

and the hotel's breakfast was amazing. well, any hotel breakfast that serves scrambled eggs, baked beans and hash brown and milk and porridge are amazing.

any hotel that has multiple restaurants are amazing.

i wanna watch sherlock holmes. tomorrow.

and i love you, i don't know why, but there are people i just wanna say 'i love you' too, even if they won't read this.