so, today is the first day of the end-of-term holiday of term 2. and i am bored to tears. literally. OTL
i suppose when i'm bored i think about things that make me sad. so i should stop being bored and start being brilliant. OAO; that is so easy for one to say.
and and i'm going to Abu Dhabi on the 9th. : D i hope it'll be an awesome trip. i really want something magical to happen this holiday. well, i hope magical things will happen anytime. maybe when i least expect it?
i don't know why but when I write on my blog i feel like i'm rumbling about nonsense and i can't get straight to my point.
DU DU DU COLDPLAY COLDPLAY COLDPLAY COLD--
yeah, and i still have to study for WSC and start writing the notes but how and where should i start?
DU RA RA RA~
Yes, Orihara Izaya will own your cell phones and stomp them into little pieces. It's true.
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this is probably the reason why i don't get so many comments on my posts.
I'd like to go to a water-park. Or go hiking in a forest. I just have to do something; something thrilling and fantastic and something memorable. I'd like to travel the world, the galaxies and sail the oceans and the seas. I just have to do something.
I feel down, but I know I shouldn't. Like the post two posts before, BS told me I shouldn't be so down. And I know I shouldn't. Who am I to feel sad, when I've got a bed, food and family? I always told myself I can do it--push on, sail forwards.
I may sound like my sister now, but it's just in my nature okay? I respect that people care about the happiness of other people, and mind you I will be happy soon enough. I'll push away all the negative thoughts and feelings and make my own life awesome. I'd change myself if I have to.
Just, once in a while, can I just allow myself to feel sad at the smallest things in life?
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The answer is 'no'. :) I'm proud to say that for myself.
2 comments:
hi. i am commenting since i am not botherd to read ur post. tell me all abt it 8D
ARRR YOU BE CRUEL, MATEY. nah, you shall read for yourself. D>
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