SO I ASKED MYSELF,

"IF YOU REALLY WANT THAT, WHY ARE YOU DOING NOTHING?"

BECAUSE I'M SCARED.

BECAUSE THE CHANGE IS BEYOND MY IMAGINATION.

BECAUSE I'M JUST A SCRAWNY THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD, AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

BECAUSE I'M JUST A SCRAWNY THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD, AND IT IS NOT HARD TO BRUISE ME.

BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY.

'BECAUSE SOMEONE BETTER WILL TAKE THAT PLACE, SO WHAT'S THE POINT?'

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A ha ha, fail post. This wasn't what I was trying to say. And I didn't mean to exaggerate so much.