OKEY, LET US ADD MORE BALANCE TO THIS BLOG.

SO LIKE. I AM SORTA LIKE A LIKELY CANDIDATE FOR THE STUDENT COUNCIL, BUT I STILL GOTTA DO MY FINAL SPEECH BEFORE THE WHOLE YEAR GROUP VOTES HUZZAH.

AND LIKE. I LOVE LOVE LOVE SINGING OUT LOUD IN MY BEDROOM.

Alright srsly. LIEK. LIEK. IDK ANYMORE I JUST WANA LAUGH OUT LOUD. OKAY OKAY. I WANNA LIVE YOUNG.

wait. i'm not old. O:

*UNLEASHES MY INNER ANNOYING SELF*

God will never let your faith go to waste. (2:143)

Wow, I don't know. I really love that little message.

God will never let your faith go to waste.

God will never let your faith go to waste.

God will never let your faith go to waste.

Subhanallah <3.

A Boiling Kettle

Okeey, today's Tuesday. I'm avoiding all melancholic atmosphere as I'm writing this entry. :D

Well, I'm not sure if that's a complete lie, though. I guess I kind of give it away that I really want to say something that is swelling up inside when I'm around Sharinia. -A-

Me: *approaches Sharinia before tutor time* SIIIGHHH, Sharinia...

Her: ...Yes, Ardi?

Me: What? What makes you think that I was about to say anything?

Her: Because you always go 'SIIIGHHH, Sharinia...' these days, and it's kinda obvious you wanna say something in your mind, yanno.

Me: ... o_o

Her: Just let it out. Do not be a boiling kettle~

But everytime she says that, I do want to say something. I do need to say something. I know what that something is. I just don't know how to say it. -A- Without feeling any guilt, that is. OAO;;

AND I~,

I WANNA STAND NEXT TO YOU FOR A WHILE.

I love that song. 'Miss you' by Between the Trees. Don't know about you guys though. Aaaaah. -_-

OKAY I'M HUNGRY.

OKAY I NEED TO STUDY.

Oh I haven't blogged about Friday with Ocha and Rania in Villaggio watching Eat, Pray, Love. Oh well. It was osm. D:

SO I ASKED MYSELF,

"IF YOU REALLY WANT THAT, WHY ARE YOU DOING NOTHING?"

BECAUSE I'M SCARED.

BECAUSE THE CHANGE IS BEYOND MY IMAGINATION.

BECAUSE I'M JUST A SCRAWNY THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD, AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

BECAUSE I'M JUST A SCRAWNY THIRTEEN-YEAR-OLD, AND IT IS NOT HARD TO BRUISE ME.

BECAUSE I'M TOO LAZY.

'BECAUSE SOMEONE BETTER WILL TAKE THAT PLACE, SO WHAT'S THE POINT?'

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A ha ha, fail post. This wasn't what I was trying to say. And I didn't mean to exaggerate so much.

With a Heart Wide Open

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as your eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say
Say what you need to say

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Say by John Mayer

Lol, out of all the other heartfelt songs there are...
idk.