i like who i am, really, but once in a while,

some people are just too gorgeous. i can't stop myself from looking at them and wishing i had their qualities.

naila and nadhira (i shouldn't name names but there we are, i'm the less better person here) really are two brilliant people. i wish i could stand up more like them two. i wish i could be more entertaining like them. i wish i have their guts. both of them are really talented and pretty. and intelligent. everything is just more lively whenever one of them comes (and when the two of them are there, i imagine a small party going on in our little group :) ). mashaAllah for both of them. they deserve a lot of love. this feels so corny but it's true.

after all,

'all that is beautiful is loved, and all that is not is unloved.'

aaaaaaah. i don't know what i'm saying. i love who i am, honestly. but i'm so out of place standing beside them two bosses. (:

LOOKING BACK AT MY OLDER POSTS, I WAS LIKE,

'IS THAT REALLY HOW I SOUND LIKE?'

I am

so

glad that I've grown up. I think? OTL maybe not.

OKEY, LET US ADD MORE BALANCE TO THIS BLOG.

SO LIKE. I AM SORTA LIKE A LIKELY CANDIDATE FOR THE STUDENT COUNCIL, BUT I STILL GOTTA DO MY FINAL SPEECH BEFORE THE WHOLE YEAR GROUP VOTES HUZZAH.

AND LIKE. I LOVE LOVE LOVE SINGING OUT LOUD IN MY BEDROOM.

Alright srsly. LIEK. LIEK. IDK ANYMORE I JUST WANA LAUGH OUT LOUD. OKAY OKAY. I WANNA LIVE YOUNG.

wait. i'm not old. O:

*UNLEASHES MY INNER ANNOYING SELF*

God will never let your faith go to waste. (2:143)

Wow, I don't know. I really love that little message.

God will never let your faith go to waste.

God will never let your faith go to waste.

God will never let your faith go to waste.

Subhanallah <3.

A Boiling Kettle

Okeey, today's Tuesday. I'm avoiding all melancholic atmosphere as I'm writing this entry. :D

Well, I'm not sure if that's a complete lie, though. I guess I kind of give it away that I really want to say something that is swelling up inside when I'm around Sharinia. -A-

Me: *approaches Sharinia before tutor time* SIIIGHHH, Sharinia...

Her: ...Yes, Ardi?

Me: What? What makes you think that I was about to say anything?

Her: Because you always go 'SIIIGHHH, Sharinia...' these days, and it's kinda obvious you wanna say something in your mind, yanno.

Me: ... o_o

Her: Just let it out. Do not be a boiling kettle~

But everytime she says that, I do want to say something. I do need to say something. I know what that something is. I just don't know how to say it. -A- Without feeling any guilt, that is. OAO;;

AND I~,

I WANNA STAND NEXT TO YOU FOR A WHILE.

I love that song. 'Miss you' by Between the Trees. Don't know about you guys though. Aaaaah. -_-

OKAY I'M HUNGRY.

OKAY I NEED TO STUDY.

Oh I haven't blogged about Friday with Ocha and Rania in Villaggio watching Eat, Pray, Love. Oh well. It was osm. D: